Day Eleven: A Cup of Coffee
Another day, another new style of writing to try out and I am quite liking the idea of it. It is a virtual coffee date between me and you, a time to share what I have been up to and have a catch up. So I have settled down with a cup of coffee (with oat milk today) and looking forward to my date with you. Grab a drink, a chair and let’s share (ooh that rhymed!)
If we were having coffee right now, I would tell you I have started jogging…again. Yes I know I have tried it before with varying degrees of success. This time though I am determined to give it my best shot. I woke up this year to the need to look after myself better. I changed to a plant based diet and am always working to improve my mental health so exercise was next on the list. Jogging is free and we don’t have much money at the moment so the running shoes are back on. I will have to let you know how I get on.
If we were having coffee right now, I would tell you about all the tasty creations I have been making since I changed to a plant-based diet and how much I love making ‘buddha bowl’ type meals. You would probably be astounded when I tell you I can make yummy mayonnaise with chickpea liquid and gooey tasty cheese with potato and carrot. I would tell you how I have now heard the ‘what do you eat?’ question and that thankfully I have not yet experienced any of the negativity that some vegans seem to encounter…so far…
If we were having coffee right now, I would tell you that slowly and surely our plans for mobile working seem to be coming together. Our microstock portfolios are growing and so is the income from them. I would excitedly tell you that someone is actually paying me to write things for them and then confide my doubts about whether I am actually any good at this writing business.
If we were having coffee right now, there would be news to tell you about my blog. How I am looking to moving to a self-hosted blog, how I have lots of ideas for how it will look and how I am being held back because I think a name change is in order. I would explain that the name inspired by my button jewellery business no longer seems quite right but how confused I am about choosing a new name that reflects what me and my blog is becoming. We would chat about ideas and hopefully inspiration would strike!
If we were having coffee right now, I would ask how are you?
Day 6 – The Space to Write (everyday inspiration)
In my head I dream of having a writing desk or a favourite coffee shop where I can tap away and be inspired to write many great things. The reality though is….well….shall we say slightly different. Most of the time I sat on my comfy sofa perched at one end, sometimes cross legged and sometimes stretched out balancing my tablet on my legs. Always though at the same end facing the big window looking towards the bird feeder. And that is exactly where I am now.
photo from pixabay…not my sofa…I wish that was my floor…it is gorgeous!
It is by no means perfect, I am often slightly uncomfortable and frequently disrupted by Phillip telling me bits and pieces from what he is reading or by birds coming and going to the feeder. It is though my spot. It is where I write my thoughts, where I tell you of my adventures, where I talk of my life with anxiety.
That is not to say that I am fixed to this spot and could not write without it. I have written perched on a tree stump in a forest, tapped away in a Starbucks (*other coffee shops are available*) or sat in my little camper. To get attached to a spot is no longer in my nature. The plan is to write wherever and whenever. For now though this is my morning spot, the place I write before the day’s adventures begin and life takes me elsewhere.
For a future task coming up, I need some ideas from my readers on what you would like me to write about…pop your idea in the contact form below if you have something you would like me to write about. Thank you!
Day 4 – A Story in a Single Image
Today I needed to pick a photo out of four and use it as a starting point, a springboard into a story, poem or personal thoughts. All four photos had things I could say about them yet this one spoke to me in a way the others did not.
There is such care-free abandon in that jump, such freedom, such joy. It makes me happy that there is such joy in the world and yet at the same time it makes me feel so sad and so lonely. Moments like that seem so rare in my life, my life which feels so controlled and worried about. I want that type of feeling, I want to gleefully leap into pools, dance down the street and laugh with my friends. I want to feel such freedom rather than the feeling of constraint and tension that seem to accompany my day to day life.
Wanting and doing though are two very different things. The very things that mean my life feels it is missing these moments are the very things that put barriers up to stop me moving towards such a place of, if you’ll excuse the language, not giving a fuck and grasping life with both hands. Every movement towards a life that will bring me joy seems to be so hard fought, involves such effort. And I am tired, tired of this constant battle with myself. The me that is so scared, so worried, so doubting vs. the me that sees such joy, such fun, such pleasure in the world and wants it in my world. There needs to be some agreement, some compromise…because that person in the photograph, that is me, I can feel it deep inside.
Day One: I write because…
Why am I here? Who am I? Why do I blog?
I am starting to explore the drive behind my blogging and work out what exactly it is I want to blog about rather than the kinda random approach I have at the moment. So I have signed up to a few of the courses offered by WordPress to start learning more about blogging and myself as a blogger. I try to write everyday in the morning, most of what I write never sees the light of day though some of my morning musings do go on to become posts on here. What I often struggle with is what to write about and it all too often ends up as me using it like a journal. Not a bad thing in itself yet I don’t feel like it is expanding my writing in the way I would like. So I am starting with the ‘Everyday Inspiration’ course and starting at the beginning….
I write because….
Why do I write? I write for a multitude of reasons. I write because there is so much going on in my head that I need to get it out somewhere sometimes. Because my anxiety drives me to it. I write because I love words, I enjoy finding ways of describing the world around me and the feelings within me. I feel I have things I want to share with other people, to help people not feel as alone as I did when my anxiety was at its worse. I write because I want to share my experiences, to show my travels and how the world is a varied, interesting place. I write because I am a writer and I want to keep improving, developing and sharing.
I blog because….
Why do I blog? Again there is a whole heap of reasons why I blog, some selfish and some not so much. I blog in the hope that I will entertain, inform, encourage and help. I share my thoughts and experiences to find connections with others. I blog because part of me wants validation from others that my writing is good although I know this really needs to come from within. I blog as a way of advertising that I can write to potential employers, to build a portfolio. Most of all though I blog because I enjoy it, I am a blogger.
I intend to complete each daily task on this course, some will make it on here….and some won’t. So for a while there may be a little more of a mixture of topics on here than normal. I hope you will enjoy them and discovering more about me as I discover more about me as a writer.
If you have any tips on daily writing practice or how you develop your writing, I’d love to hear your tips!
I didn’t really start wanting to take ‘proper’ photographs until I was in my thirties. Sure I took holiday photos and snapped away at events such as birthdays or whenever one of my pets did something fun/cute. Nothing serious though. My interest was created when Phillip aka ColobusYeti started taking photography seriously and I saw how good the photos he was producing were. Mine seemed so poor next to his! So I bought myself a decent camera and got photographing.
Over time I started getting a feel for the type of photographs I enjoyed taking – landscapes, bare trees in winter, small or quirky details that I would spot in the world around me. Not people though…no no no…definitely not for me! I liked taking photographs and playing around with them on Lightroom, did I love it though? No that did not happen until our travels and I fell in love with urban photography. And I fell hard.
I had often dabbled with urban photography, yet it wasn’t really until we lived in Tokyo for 6 months though and I walked the streets exploring the city I had fallen in love with that I really felt that this was me, this was what I wanted to photograph. Cities, buildings, streets – all that evidence of people’s lives and impact on their surroundings is simply, well inspiring to me. So I thought I would share some of my favourites from my travels – hope you enjoy them.
Oh yes…and I also discovered how much I like black and white photography….